Is it fun, though?

Starting something new will always be hard. When you are tired, distracted, stuck, or just want to do something else entirely. In these moments, you will ask yourself: Why am I doing this? If you are unable to answer this question, you will stop doing whatever is hard right now.

So, why am I writing this blog? Currently, I don't know. I'm procrastinating on my writing more than ever. The primary reason I can come up with is that I made a promise to myself to write 100 posts and want to keep this promise. I don't know how often I already mentioned this.

I stopped caring about what I write. As long as it's somewhat coherent, I'm publishing it. Sometimes, this creates really fun experiments. Other times, my writing session feels pointless.

I stopped caring about whether somebody reads this. Not that I cared much about it before, but some time ago, it filled me with anxiety. Now I just don't care.

I will keep writing. But I think I need a break.