There's something wrong. But I don't know what.

In the last few days, I've been feeling somewhat under the weather. So when I woke up today earlier than I have in the last week, I thought I would be past it. I wrote for an hour. It was not my best writing session, but it was okay. Because I didn't finish the post I was working on, I decided to finish it later today. I've done this quite often in the last month and thought nothing of it. But then, I had the least productive day working in a long time. I just couldn't think straight. For the last few minutes, I've been sitting in front of what I wrote earlier. I didn't know how to continue. I think it's the closest I've come to a panic attack while writing.

I'm tracking my writing with Beeminder, an automated habit tracker that charges me money for not keeping up with my habits. There were moments in the beginning of blogging daily, where I didn't want to write and considered if it was worth paying 5$ to skip the day. The answer always was that I wouldn't even pay 25 cents. Just thinking about it made be go back to writing. This time, I seriously considered it. Maybe I'm just exhausted. I don't know. But I won't finish the post I started earlier today. I will use the remaining day to rest.